The Sin Eater by Michael Bettencourt, Directed by Elfin Frederick Vogel

I’ve been spending a lot of time down on the Lower East Side. I like my theatre gritty and dark. That’s what I got when I saw The Sin Eater. I’ve discussed deep thoughts in past blogs. So here are some thoughts on last night’s powerful performance:

Redemption is a tough pill to swallow especially of you’re stuck within the four walls of a prison. Prison is a state of captivity and confinement. It isn’t just a physical place but mental one as well. The Sin Eater is about sin, confession and redemption. What makes one highly reprehensible act better or worse than the other? Who is judge? Who is to judge? The three storytellers captivate the audience for an intense 100 minute in the intimate Kabayitos Theatre. 6 chances left to see it before it closes this weekend.

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A Snowfall in Berlin by Don Nigro; Directed by Shaun Peknic

Ian and I hadn’t been in La Tea together since 2002. That’s a long time and we have come a long way. We were both on the production team of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead and it was great. I remember it being a long run which wasn’t too common for independent theatre. We both learned so much on that production. So, it was great pleasure to support our friends, Shaun Peknic and Tatyana Kots on their fantastic work in A Snowfall in Berlin. Here’s Ian’s thoughts

A naked girl dead in a bathtub, an obsessive police detective, and an international collection of exiles making a film about a naked girl dead in a bathtub, an obsessive police detective, and an international collection of exiles making a film set the stage for Don Nigro’s psychological mystery A Snowfall In Berlin. Directed by Shaun Peknic, the six actors in the show hurtle through space and time, exploring the concepts of perception, predestination, and the concentric nature of reality amid the backdrop of a possible murder investigation. This taut 100 minutes is chock full of dialogue examining the nature of our reality, counterposed by the other actors in the piece, who never leave the stage, engaging in almost ghostly pantomime when they are not the direct subject of the moment. A Snowfall In Berlin runs through this weekend at Teatro LATEA at The Clemente Soto Velez Cultural Center 107 Suffolk Street. – Ian McDonald

My Birthday Thoughts & Gratitude List

Today I thought to myself, “Wow I actually made it to another year.” I also said it the other night all maudlin and stuff.  I’m still not sure what I was all up in arms about but hey, It’s my birthday. I’m getting closer to the end of another decade. I’m human.

Yet, when I woke this morning I really felt an amazing sense of gratitude.  The autumn-touched trees laid against the most perfect morning sky. The cat didn’t screech in my ear, “WAKE UP, YOU HAVEN’T FED ME IN 10 HOURS! Ian didn’t steal all the covers. I can’t really explain it. But I know you know what I mean.

The last year started off on a weird note. Everything I thought I knew about myself…yep not so much. I started to slip into a woe is me (an oh too familiar place that at one point led me down a dark road). Whenever that happens, other unwelcome guests decide to join me. I call them the my guardian Zombies. Once alive and kicking now just undead and annoying. Ready to destroy me. 
Yet, my guardian angels always manage to step in and save me…from myself. And I start with my gratitude list.
And that’s what I am doing. Life is life. The betrayals and forgotten memories of the past year are just that. In the past. I move on and remember all the amazing moments of the past year.
I am grateful for:
  • An amazing and loving family that continues to make me laugh and make me crazy at the same time;
  • The opportunity to work with an amazing group of artists. Thank you for entrusting me with your words, your work, and your secrets;
  • All the places I visited this year: Trinidad, Myrtle Beach, Montreal, Chicago and my upcoming trip to Raleigh;
  • Theatre Beyond Broadway – probably one of my best ideas;
  • The guy with whom I share my birthday;
  • And all the painful moments that were huge lessons this past year.
 I’m not perfect. I’m just a girl in the world who is a work in progress.
In progress indeed.  My next three projects are next month. I am wearing my Producer hat on all three.  I know crazy town!
1. I am raising $1500 for Pieces for which I am one of the lead producers.  (Kristen Penner and Lorelei Mackenzie, book & lyrics; directed by Shaun Peknic (assoc. dir. of “Once” on B’way).
Pieces is a musical about Tabby Morgan, a woman struggling with Dissociate Identity Disorder, trying to maintain a normal life while coping with the scars of her past. Click on the above link to see all the cool perks you will receive with your donation!
2. Come see Black Henna’s Runo Rimac in the EstroGenius Festival. Once the BH website is up, we’ll email you.
3. Come see the EstroGenius Festival. We are running from October 15th through November 10th. We have productions, reading, one woman performances, dance, visual arts, the works!
 
And thank you !!!!!

Josh & I Talk Gospel, Dreams, & Being the Messenger

the_gospel_josh.joshua_rivedal-400x257This week, Josh Rivedal, answered some of my tough and hard-hitting questions about his one-man show and it’s transition into a book. The Gospel According to Josh: A 28-Year Gentile Bar Mitzvah will be released on September 24th. During this exclusive pre-release through the 23rd, 15% of the sales goes to The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention and the Centre for Suicide Prevention in Canada.

And without further ado:

Malini: Josh, you know I love your book. I devoured it one night the way I devour a bowl of pasta. My readers know that I respect those who share their truth. It is difficult to do that. Who really wants to admit their shame or expose their vulnerability? And you’ve shared your truth and vulnerability in two forms: performance and the written word. What was the catalyst in writing the book version of the show?

Josh: Great question. I really wanted to make this story more accessible. In three years I’ve reached about ten thousand people with the show version. But I can only do so many performances in a week or month. With the book it’s low cost and able to be consumed at a pace that suits the audience member. It’s much more easily shared as well. You can hand someone a book but I can’t live in someone’s pocket and put on a performance at a minute’s notice.

The book is also loosely structured as a three act play. It has one more act than the one-man show version. During the final act, the book shows my own spiral into clinical depression and suicidal thoughts a few years after losing my father to suicide. Additionally it shows my recovery from depression and bouncing back from rock bottom. In society we are constantly presented with pictures of people who are struggling but rarely are we shown someone in recovery. I wanted people to see someone who is in recovery and living a well-adjusted and productive emotional and professional life.

Malini: One of my favorite parts in the book, without giving anything away, is the use of voices and dreams. I found that they really enhance the story. How did you come up with that concept?

Josh: Thank you and… damn, that’s a tough question!

First on the conceit to use of dreams. I was having dreams on a consistent basis about my father for over a year after he died. I could understand things he was saying and these dreams drove me, in part, to write my one-man play The Gospel According to Josh. However these dreams were freaking me the hell out and it contributed to my deteriorating mental state. I thought I was going crazy (not true) and didn’t talk about it for a few years. The dreams were also a way for me to say goodbye to my father, something I never got a chance to do.

The voices. I think it came to me one day early in the writing process. I was taking a shower and was trying to think of a way to break up the exposition and give insight to my inner thoughts. We all talk to ourselves throughout the day, sometimes aloud, and often when we think no one else is listening. It’s more normal than you think. My thoughts often sound a little ghetto fabulous. I also quote Bible verses at myself because of my Evangelical youth. And I swear a lot in Spanish in my head. In the context of the book, these three voices (religious, ghetto, Spanish) are my friends and enemies. They’re vulgar, compassionate, needling; and they break up and lighten what can be some serious subject matter. They’re probably the most risky part of the book (as a writer) but they’re my favorite part too.

Malini: You discuss your first performance in the book and you are still touring the show, which I think is great. What has shifted for you, if anything, as you continue to carry your message?

Josh: I think the thing that’s shifted is that this message, carried out with compassion and humor, is snowballing. People are embracing it all over the U.S. and Canada. It’s taken a few years but it’s happening. And I’m somewhat known as “the suicide prevention guy” which is interesting. Not something I ever thought I’d be known as when I got into show business ten years ago. But here we are and I’m totally cool with it.

And there you have it! You can get all the info here as well as on Facebook. Or just click on any of the links above. Buy the book. It’s really a fantastic and inspiring read.

Guest Blogger: Josh Rivedal’s Stripping Down to the Bare Truth (Naked in Alaska)

valeriehagerThis week I saw a one-woman show Naked in Alaska, written and performed by Valerie Hager, and came away a changed man.

How? Like any good piece of the theatre, I uncovered a life lesson by watching Ms. Hager’s performance.

Being naked is an important part of life.

Naked in the metaphorical sense (sorry to disappoint all of your voyeuristic junkies).

To bare one’s soul, to open up about one’s sordid past, to disclose one’s private personal foibles—this is much braver than making a living dancing nude.

Ms. Hager performs her autobiographical piece with an earnestness and makes her work look effortless—two factors that belie the risk involved in this theatrical undertaking.

Putting your life story on stage for all to witness is no easy task—trust me, I know; I have my own Gospel to tell. What if audiences don’t like it, what if they say that your work, your theatricalization of your life is no good? That would be the worst thing in the world—like, worse than being told you’re not funny or you have an ugly baby.

Ms. Hager takes a huge gamble in creating and performing her life story—and it pays off. She lived in her truth and told her story and the audience connected with her honesty and candor. I imagine if she continues to play her deck wisely and doubles down with Naked in Alaska her future payoff can be huge.

Back to being naked (sorry, I couldn’t resist). Baring one’s soul on a stage—not everyone has that gift. But that doesn’t mean the lesson doesn’t apply all of us.

Whether you’re asking for a promotion, creating some sort of art, or mustering up the courage to ask your crush out for a night at the Cracker Barrel; we have the opportunity to take a (somewhat calculated) risk and share our souls with the person sitting across from us. What’s the worst thing that can happen? Temporary embarrassment? Egg on your face? A dinner alone at the Cracker Barrel? What’s the best thing that can happen? Oh, I don’t know, you get what you wanted!

Speak from the heart. Speak openly and generously, and for the benefit of the other person. Be brave. Show a little metaphorical ankle… or some metaphorical cleavage—oh, la, la. Be vulneOKrable in your dealings. Ms. Hager does it in her show and it’s taking her on a wild and fulfilling journey.

Get Naked. Go see Naked in Alaska. In no particular order.

Joshua Rivedal is an actor, playwright, and international public speaker. He wrote and developed the play, The Gospel According to Josh, which has toured extensively throughout the United States and Canada. His book The Gospel According to Josh: A 28-Year Gentile Bar Mitzvah, published by Skookum Hill, is available for pre-order in August, 26th 2013. He wrote the libretto to a Spanish language Christmas musical Rescatando la Navidad. www.gospeljosh.com www.joshuarivedal.com

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Guest Blogger: Nick Radu Reviews See Jane Give Up Dick

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Sharing your truth is never easy. So I always have deep respect for anyone willing to make a drastic change in order to improve their life. Then tell us what they did to get through it. And See Jane is so much more than just celibacy for 365 days. It’s self-cleansing. Definitely check out one of next five performances! Nick Radu is my guest blogger this week and my, now, co-writer of Imaginary. Here’s his thoughts:
What’s it like to give up sex for an entire year?  And could you do it?  Writer Devin Preston went on that very journey and she has shared the answer with us in one of the NYCFringe 2013’s best one-woman shows.
As soon as Jane (Meghan O’Neill) hits the stage she greets the audience, makes them laugh and sets them at ease as they travel back with her to that year of chastity.  O’Neill breaks the fourth wall with precision and excellence, allowing us into the living room of her life.  It was so wonderful to watch Jane chip away at the block of life, creating the sculpture of the woman she didn’t even know.   The comical writing, O’Neill’s wonderful timing and use of Jane’s very own power point presentation was all wrapped up in the perfect bow known as Isaac Klein, the director of this charming piece.
The sarcasm and wittiness of this show hold your attention as you laugh with Jane, and at her, but the beauty and tenderness come through as we see a woman grow and change and find something she never even was looking for: herself.  Anyone looking to find those shows in the Fringe that have just the right amount of everything will need to be sure to make a stop at the Steve & Marie Sgouros Theatre at 115 McDougal and check out “See Jane Give Up Dick.”  You will not be disappointed!
Nick Radu is an actor/writer/director currently living in New York. His recent play, Imaginary, went to it’s second staged reading at a backers’ audition and is currently in transition to a screenplay for interested parties. He is writing numerous plays and a novel, at present, and will be directing a staged reading of a fellow writer’s original work for Black Henna Productions.

Malini’s Theatre Rite of Passage: FringeNYC 2006! Plus an Invite

251035_546264348755026_1307133885_nSo I sat down with the Fringe schedule last week.  Now for those of you not familiar with the New York International Fringe Festival (FringeNYC), here it is in a nutshell

  • largest arts festival in North America
  • more than 200 shows
  • 20 venues
  • 16 days

I have two shows in the festival – Naked in Alaska & See Jane Give Up Dick – just in case you didn’t get the memo – in addition to a friends who are in shows. Not that doesn’t include the local theatre being produced. I really should call this Malini & TBB Tour Summer Shows because I’ve already seen two shows – Beckett in Bengali with Horse Trade and Les Mis with Andrew Koslosky’s company in Douglaston. Today is the 5th.

Black Henna was part of the Fringe in 2006. Wow. That was a whirlwind of a year. We produced three show – 2 were in festivals – and I was on a tv show for ITV called The Happyrams. It feels like yesterday. Anyway, I think any artist performing in NYC should do the Fringe if you can. It is truly a rite of passage.

Here’s a quick breakdown: Once you are accepted into the Fringe, you then have to begin the work of gathering your team. And when I say team, I mean a solid production team. If everyone isn’t on the same page…DISASTER. Once that production team is created, the Fringe wants you to have an ACR which is basically the liaison between the Fringe & you. It’s a very important position that should be the only position assigned to that person. Then the usual steps to putting together a show. Now here’s the thing. You usually do not find out where and when you are performing until almost three weeks before the festival opens. So everything has to be minimalist. Especially since once you have your dates and venue, you then have to make sure you stick to the run time of your piece because there’s a show right after you. So you have 15 minutes to 30 minutes to strike and get out of the space. And your times vary throughout the 5 performance run. So you may be performing at 10:30pm on a Tuesday and 1pm on a Sunday and 3:45 on a Saturday. It’s intense. So imagine now trying to be in a show and supporting others. Crazytown.

In retrospect, even though my stage manager sprained her foot (and believe me I still hear about it 7 years later), I had no clue how to produce for the Fringe(that’s a separate post) , Michael Quinones’ Naughty Prep School Stories was one of the best experiences I had in directing. And I am glad I got the opportunity to produce and direct for the Fringe.

I am also glad that I am doing the PR for my two shows. I have created a FB event so if anyone wants to join me and the many shows I am seeing, feel free to join me. The Fringe has a festival pass so you may want to check that out!

Here’s the event: https://www.facebook.com/events/419591234828473/

Anyone link with a name is someone I know and have worked with on a past production.

8/9 @ 7:30pm FREEFALL FROSTBITE @ The Ellen Stewart Theatre @ La Mama –Paulie Philip8/10@ 1:45pm SEE JANE GIVE UP DICK @ The Steve & Marie Sgouros Theater (Players Loft) – Isaac Klein & Devin Preston

8/14@ 7pm LIKE POETRY @ The Ellen Stewart Theatre @ La Mama – Katie Braden

8/15 @ 9pm NAKED IN ALASKA @ The Celebration Of Whimsy (The C.O.W) –Valerie Hager

8/16 @ 10:30pm RECIPE FOR SUCCESS WITH CHEF MICHAEL DENARDI – SubCulture

8/17 @ 12:45pm BIG DUMMY @ The Steve & Marie Sgouros Theater (Players Loft) –Kia Rogers

8/17 @ 5:30pm A FUTURE IMPERFECT @ The Celebration Of Whimsy (The C.O.W) – Kristin Shields Meves

8/18 @ 2:30pm JACK LONDON @ The Celebration Of Whimsy (The C.O.W)

8/18 @ 5:45pm NAKED IN ALASKA @ The Celebration Of Whimsy (The C.O.W) – NOTE: GROUP OUTING

8/21@ 7:15pm LIGHTS NARROW @ The Steve & Marie Sgouros Theater (Players Loft) – Vincent Marana & EstroGenius

8/22@ 6:15pm PERSEPHONE @ Teatro LATEA – EstroGenius

Guest Blogger: Cas Marino Absorbs Naked In Alaska!

NIA_Photo_Request_FotorOh boy! It’s getting  hot in here. I met Valerie Hager after a performance of her one-woman show, Big Man, at Stage Left Studio. I was instantly blown away by her performance and felt totally bummed that I missed Naked in Alaska in the EstroGenius Festival last year (yes, she was in the 5 % that I didn’t get to see!).  Since it’s the same 7 people in theatre, it wasn’t too much of a surprise that we shared a mutual friend in my best guy pal, Cas Marino. I eventually did see Naked in Alaska at Dixon Place and knew I had to be a part of it in some way. And I am. As Marketing Director, I have the best opportunity to get people to see this piece of art. However, when it comes to really capturing the spirit of the show in words, I turn to Cas. Here’s his two cents:
Never, in my experience has Alaska been so damned hot.
Nor has being naked been so damned meaningful.
That being said, in discussing Valerie Hager’s one-woman lightening bolt, “Naked in Alaska”,  we’re not talking about the actual climate of the Last Frontier, or the actual state of undress this artist just barely denies us with a few lacy and fringed bits of propriety; we’re talking about an audience’s mounting passion for a story and a cast of characters that hits in waves of empathy and curiosity and delight as a brutally honest young woman lays bare her true story of life as an exotic dancer, with an equally brutal courage that allows us to journey with her from the Deep South to the Way North and back, instead of merely sitting in the dark watching a staged version of some well-organized postcards.
You don’t see “Naked in Alaska”.
You absorb it.
So much so that to call it what it is in theatrical terms — a One-Woman Show — is to do the piece an absolute disservice, and to completely undervalue the One Woman whose show and story and naked truth we meet here.
The dozen or so characters embodied by Hager as she invites us into the gritty details and relationships and decisions that manifest in her sweeping story so instantly become as real in our temporary life with her as they were in her own.
The diminutive Hager needs only to affect a change in stature, a flip of her flowing hair, or a curl of her lip, and a whole other person has joined or replaced her entirely on the stage. She is simply that adept at pulling us into her private universe — so much so that we have no choice but to feel the presence of each of the characters that had, quite obviously, such a profound effect on her experience in this period of her life that they now impact us similarly as we share in it momentarily.
It is beyond rare to find an artist who is at once this gifted a storyteller with this level of craft and acting chops, who also has the power to write with such a visceral glow as to not simply deliver a monologue to an audience, but to virtually bring her audience inside her own head to experience that internal monologue right along with her.
The fact that the gorgeous Ms. Hager is also worth every dollar bill in your pocket when it comes to her mastery of the brass pole, which she works onstage to punctuate her story the way a seasoned novelist painstakingly employs ellipses and exclamation marks, is more than just a bonus for the visual aesthetes in the house.
Expertly directed by Scott Slavin, who knows the artist with an intimacy that shows in every aspect of the work, this microburst of theatrical brilliance will have you so engaged and leave you so enamored of the life that is Valerie Hager’s autobiography-in-progress, that if they’re anything like “Naked in Alaska”, such possible sequels as “Wearing Jeans in Starbucks” or “Throwing on a Robe because the Chinese Takeout Delivery Rang the Bell” couldn’t possibly be anything less that completely satisfying.
Cas Marino is an actor, singer, and director in New York City. His work as a spoken word artist and monologist has been seen by a wide variety of audiences, as well as his national television and radio appearances. As a freelance writer, he’s covered topics in print and online media ranging from pop culture and sexuality to food, fitness, nutrition, and theater.

Theater & Change

9mm-America-204x300“At the point of deterioration which our sensibility has reached, it is certain that we need above all a theater that wakes us up: nerves and heart.”

The Theatre and Its Double by Antonin Artaud as  translated by Mary Caroline Richards

That’s exactly what I experienced this weekend. Theatre that stripped me. Theatre that made me simultaneously reflect and react then manifest through tears. Theatre that woke up my whole being.

I knew I was in for an experience when my friend, Kate Powers, extended an invitation to see her production of Our Town. Why? Her cast are inmates of Sing Sing and is produced by Rehabilitation Through the Arts (click here for Kate’s post). I had heard of this organization through my sister-in-law, Dawn Slegona McDonald, who is a teaching artist. The cast gave a riveting, honest, emotional performance. Everyone was in tears at the end of the show.  The message of wasting time was not lost on anyone of us. The freedom to live life to the fullest and not squander time was much to absorb as the inmates thanked us for spending our Friday with them, then changed out of their costumes into their prison garb, waved to us and returned to their cells.

Then fast forward to last night. I watched the brave, poignant emotional performances of 11 girls (ages 16-22) in 9MM America by Girl Be Heard for Planet Connectivity. These young women told the story of gun violence in our country. Our country’s new addiction. The victims of firearms. The law that protects the weapons. The proud owners of ammunition.  They told these stories through dance, song, spoken word, monologues. 26 scenes in 75 minutes. Not a dry eye in the theatre. How can there be when these are true stories of growing up in the inner city, losing a child to the gun, the cutting of after school programs and the increase of funding to gun manufacturers. Interesting juxtaposition for me as I thought about the inmates of Sing Sing. These girls are making another choice. They are breaking the cycle of falling victim to their surroundings.

Change happens a step at a time.  Change happens by making a choice. Change happens with you.

June 2013 –Planet Connections Theatre Festivity 
World Premiere of 9mm America
Robert Moss Theatre at 440 Lafayette Street
Tuesday 6/4 at 8:00pm, Friday 6/7/13 at 4:30pm, Sunday 6/9 at 5:00pm, Wednesday 6/19 at 8:00pm
9mm America explores America’s culture of violence as it affects ten young women. A documentary theatre piece devised from direct experience with gangs on the streets of East New York to the shooting death of a sibling in Boston, 9mm America is a call to action to demand an end to gun violence.

Guest Blogger: Adam Kern Reviews Gym Shorts

556523_414399671974283_1756644137_nIf you haven’t gotten the memo yet, I am doing the PR for Gym Shorts. It is five vignettes based on what I love to blog about…life. Except it’s based in the gym. Now this girl does not love going to the gym so being a part of this amazing creative team is the closest I am getting to a workout. And since Adam is my guest blogger this week, I will  admit that I do about 4 minutes of yoga every day. That’s 4 more minutes than I did two months ago. What? I walk a lot.

Anyway, Gym Shorts is currently running at the 777 Theatre here in NYC.  Tuesday, May 14th is Pay Your Age Night – just stop by the door, use the keyword ERIC, prove your age, pay in cash.  Also, follow me on Twitter (@malinism) as I will be live tweeting on Thursday night.

And without further ado:

Right off Broadway are a motley, manly crew of actors performing their collective hearts out…well, maybe not that manly.  “Gym Shorts” is a 90-minute play in five parts all set in a, (surprise!) a gym.  The rugged, sweaty, testosterone-fumed gym.  Yet soon the audience sees there is something very strangely askew…like the ever- unsaid relationship dynamics of this modern haven of muscle-mass are suddenly spoken.  Loudly.

The nearly all male cast (with one woman, played by Cara Maltz) take us into the lives of “those that dwell at the gym.”  One is jealous of another’s new spotter, while the shameful truth falls unceremoniously out of the bag of another man…spurring an oft-uncomfortable dialogue.  Discussions heat up.  Arguments.  Threats.  Neurosis.  Anger.  One trainer is fired, to the petulant dismay of his former student.  Another dares to stray from the “typical” gym regimen, causing more ire.

Written and directed by Eric. S. Robertson, the characters’ cattiness becomes apparent throughout the stories.  Deep seeded insecurities are brought to the fluorescent lights of the gym, with some genuinely funny results.  Both the gym rats and detractors will have something to smile about in this farce.  If you’re looking for an evening of highly energetic actors, good ole’ off-Broadway hijinks, and a surprisingly all-age friendly show (though kids will not get a lot of the humor), then check out “Gym Shorts.”  The “Shorts” are gonna be pulled down real soon though, so best catch it while they’re still up!

Adam Kern, Creator and host of over 200 episodes of “Obsess This!”; a weekly talk radio program on arts, science, politics, and sports broadcast on Long Island’s oldest radio station, WGBB 1240 AM. Also host and engineer at Sportsradio NY (sportsradiony.com).  Commercial/ Voiceover, television/ film actor. Yoga practitioner at Bamboomoves Forest Hills. Adam lives in Fresh Meadows, Queens.